I will wait

Yesterday, February 18, 2014.

In the morning, I passed by their house.

I saw him again, with his morning face.

I love how he looks like.

I know he don't want to see me yet.

But I already missed him.

we went inside.

I asked how was he.

"Okay lang. I've never been this happy"

I do not know if I should be happy or sad, I'm in between.

"Mabuti naman" I said.

I am trying to stop my tears from falling while I touched his

face.

I really want to take him back but I guess that wasn't the right time yet.

I realized that when you really love the person, you go for what makes them happy regardless if it's with you or not.

I hug him, I cried.

He kissed me. I kissed him back and I cry more harder because I know in my heart I will make our situation more complicated.

The more we do it, the more pain I carry in my heart. And with a heavy heart, I left trying not to cry.

The toughest decision I allow myself to decide is when

I told my self that I will not give up on us. I will not let go. I will wait forever.

It's hard. I know.

As long as I can, I will.